its annoying, but in the end you tell them off and ignore them for a while lol thats what i do.
Okay so my one friend (not friend anymore) started doing drugs,alcohol, hanging with older people, and being influenced into a bad person. She pressured me into doing smoking a ciggarette with her, and it was the worst day of my life. I wanted to get back at her so i got everyone to turn against her. But i realized it was wrong later. Anyways, I understand theres a point in everyones life where mistakes do happen, and you try “new” things, but im not comfertable with it and i never would. Now this one friend was screwed up from the start by the impact of other family members. At the mere age of 9, she was giving guys blow-jobs and making out. Now, at the age of 13, she has given guys blow-jobs, made out on a whole bunch of different levels, and even had SEX with two teenagers that are 17 and 19. Tell me thats not innapropriate. She goes and writes this in her diary::: So really since i don’t have what i desire most, i feel as if i am an inferion, small nothing,angry,pissed,untouched,unread,unloved,deprived,neglected, I WANT LOVE. Not light fluffy candy-coated love, i want to be heartbreakingly inlove. My mind, soul, and heart has matured to a 17 year old girl. To be trapped in a 12 year olds social scene, it hurts. Nobody, no 17,18,19,20 year old man would lay a hand on me. I’m jail bait. If one read this, i could prove them wrong; my thighs unclentched, my lips unkissed, my neck unbit, my hair unpulled, my shoulders tense. Nobody wants me. Nobody wants to slide into me. Because i could prove that i could have sex all day long. I would do it hardcore just to be with a man. But i can’t. Because im a child. That’s all i am. Just a child.::: And that’s what she wrote. Now after reading that, these words spread into my mind: SLUT, BITCH,WHORE,SKANK,TRAMP,PROSTITUE, CHILD PORNOGRAPHY RAPO….. and so many others. Then i realized: Dont waste your time spying on someone elses fucked up life. And i’m really sorry but the fact is: she will have no friends,be raped, and pregnate by the time she is 15. Then, i will TRY not to laugh. This girl is fucked up, and should really go to hell. I’m sorry, but thats life. And if you’ve read her whole speach on:: I’d Never Though We’d Have Our Last Kiss….and Life chats all night long (the doug boy is the 19 year old man [perv])…thats about those to men she made out with,fucked, and probably gave blow-jobs to. And she thinks its okay. Well this might sound like a hate letter, but its not. Im just warning people out there about this girl. She is major TROUBLE and you do not want her in your life. PLEASE AVOID. Thanks :)
Okay, honestly i get the meaning of friendship, but when it comes to bestfriends this shit is serious. One of my bestfriends (not mentioning who) has backstabbed me somany times that i dont even know what to do anymore. I cant trust her. She calls me names sometimes and yells at me. But i guess thats what happens when you get in fights. Im not sure if i can trust her anymore. What should i do?


